Irony

Life can be such an irony as i was telling hubby....when your children are in their early years where they needed you the most, we had to be busy working so that we can provide them with the best within our means....and when we can start to slow down our pace to have more time for them, its where they start to display their independence and dont require so much of your time and attention anymore....

I have been toying with the idea of becoming a homemaker so that i can spend more time with Darrell as well as coaching him...there are so many things to learn & discover yet so little time and this is especially so as hubby hectic work is keeping him from coming home early and my work place is of some distance from home and by the time i reach home, its already 8.30pm or later if i need to OT. Thankfully, mil is of great help and has been taking good care of Darrell so that i can have some peace of mind at work.

I decided to shelf my plans of being a homemaker to X days/months/years after some health issues from both sides of our relatives. It dawn to me that while Vitamin M is not the most important thing in life it is certaintly is critical when it comes to life-saving issues. My recent cyst operation had cost me around $7k so god knows how much its gonna set you back if its something major!

SO .... in the meantime, i will have to continue to don that white collar of mine and try to manage as best as i can a balance in family time vs work.